Frustrated

frus·tra·tion/frəˈstrāSHən/

Noun:

The feeling of being upset or annoyed, esp. because of inability to change or achieve something. An event or circumstance that causes one to have such a feeling.

... is what I feel. I can't seem to get rid of this mind numbness, lack of motivation. Is this what this world has turned people to or maybe just me. I look around me and find that all those young ones nowadays are all apathetic to their surrounding. Am I turning out like that as well or have all already changed.